Worst year of my life.

But even so,

I grow flowers

I pick them

I smell them

I run

I can feel the sun and its warmth

The boys who make me laugh are near. 

I live in a house of love 

with a man who says: 

"You are a beautiful presence, 

our future..spend your time thinking about that

 Don't delay anymore. 

Start right now. Time to move on and you will feel better when you do."

And I try not to forget this

And then I start over.